Jay Fite - Out There Lyrics

I been thinking and I think that I can't think well
I been thinking and I think that I am unwell
Pretty sure my words are worse then every single other rapper that you've heard of course
But I still divorce from the constant wars
And my stress hits the floor when I spit my lore
Pretty tough but that will never be enough
I Put my hand upon the candle and it's snuffed out by my touch
Why rush the fun of rapping this is awesome
I wouldn't stop if that was even an option
I ain't here to brag, but I kinda want to
Then again why would I? I'm not you
I really dislike who I am right now
I start to fight but I'm already pinned down
Make a track on my Mac and I rant
And I hate what I made but I won't take it back
And you hate what I made but you don't ever say it
And I'm just fed up with you being fake

I used to write about my mental problems
But lately I've been writing about people and I find that odd
I shouldn't get upset by all the people out there
I shouldn't be upset but there's a lot of people out there
I been waiting, for them to fix it up
But I haven't even been able to fix my own stuff
I shouldn't get upset by all the people out there
And people are upset by me I'm pretty far out there

Try to focus
Try to think straight
Need to own this
I really need to stop this hate
Cause I'm only nice to people who are nice back and I don't like that I want to be nice to everyone no matter how they act I
Get frustrated and say that I hate it but lately
I been aiming and taking this shots at people that I haven't got a
Clue about I never met them in person
Ruminating on the hate and it's starting to worsen
Jealousy like lsd is starting making me see
All these things, I believe, that's not who I want to be
Wanna snap i'mma psychopath
Back in my habitat
Act hella bad I don't wanna do that
It's only my choice and it's only my voice
It's only my choice and it's only my voice

I used to write about my mental problems
But lately I've been writing about people and I find that odd
I shouldn't get upset by all the people out there
I shouldn't be upset but there's a lot of people out there
I been waiting, for them to fix it up
But I haven't even been able to fix my own stuff
I shouldn't get upset by all the people out there
And people are upset by me I'm pretty far out there
I shouldn't get upset by all the people out there
I shouldn't be upset but there's a lot of people out there
I shouldn't get upset by all the people out there
And people are upset by me I'm pretty far out there