Today Feels Like Tomorrow Video (MV)

Every day is worse but today feels like tomorrow
I wish I had another person's life that I could borrow
I'm overwhelmed, crushed, burdened owned by the sorrow
Every day is worse but today feels like tomorrow

I talk to people and I'm maybe better for a minute
I like the advice and I don't need a limit
Try not to be a cynic, and try to be concise
People want to help and honestly it's nice
I don't know why my mind will defy
You can keep the rhymes and I'll keep the lies
So many so many just need to exhale
Take a deep breath and get ready to fail
I try to elaborate
But I hear your voice and I wonder why you fabricate

Every day is worse but today feels like tomorrow
I wish I had another person's life that I could borrow
I'm overwhelmed, crushed, burdened owned by the sorrow
Every day is worse but today feels like tomorrow

I know, I, seem, fine
I smile, laugh, and never, whine
I try, to keep to the right side of the path
But every single day, I find my way back
And it's tough, but I'm tough
But enough is enough
And it's rough when all this stuff comes up
Cause I feel like I'm weak and I feel like a fake
But the weeks really suck and I think I'm gonna break
But I have to keep fighting, I have to go on
What else can I do? I need to be strong
I've fought this far and I've got this far
And I've tried real hard and I've given my all
This is me on a song after two brain surgeries
Life doesn't like me it's kinda tryna murder me
I've been more depressed for the past eleven months
Then I've been for a while and it's all a little much
But I thought, you know what? Why not try?
Looking life in the eye and saying go to hell
My circumstances, will not, control me
That don't mean that I'm better and It doesn't mean I'm not lonely
Feel like I've lost a lot of friends
But my being doesn't depend on friendship only

Every day is worse but today feels like tomorrow
Maybe next week won't have as much sorrow
I can't tell the future, what can I say?
Forget about tomorrow let me focus on today
Forget about tomorrow let me focus on today

You can't tell the future, everybody knows that
You can't fix the past tho you can't ever go back
Maybe I don't need to, maybe I just need to get through
Today and today is hard enough on it's own
I need some support call a pal on the phone
And I've found a few of those I suppose I can trust
They understand I can take a break if I must
I must adjust and discuss
My distrust and just give up
My own self Disgust
I know I can fix it if I really just try it
I know I can fix it if I really just try it
I don't like myself
I don't need your help
Maybe these, things will change
Maybe, I will, lose the pain

Every day is worse but today feels like tomorrow
Maybe next week won't have as much sorrow
I can't tell the future, what can I say?
Forget about tomorrow let me focus on today
Every day is worse but today feels like tomorrow
Maybe next week won't have as much sorrow
I can't tell the future, what can I say?
Forget about tomorrow let me focus on today