Jay Grindz - Pistol in My Pocket Lyrics

Wishin I could speak to you just one more time
Heavy on my heart but f*ck it im gon grind
Pistol in my pocket no it's not my time
Run up ima pop ya ima die bout mines
I been on a mission I ain't into that
Rather chase a check
Than these bitches that ain't got no cash
Always askin for a front
Nigga where they do that at
I've been on my grizzy get up wit me
You should chase a bag
I was down bad until that cash came
Now them diamonds hittin thru tha mirror in tha fast lane
Ion know my destination
I just know a bag waitin
F*ck it up don't get complacent
Run it up until my feet achin
I been off tha shits like peep tha penmanship
They been in my mentions & I ain't tryna get rid of them
Ever since a youngin they had me up off tha ritalin
Told tha doctors f*ck em i refuse to feel like this again
Tryna count my blessings it's like 1, 2
Go collect yo check they at yo neck
You need respect
I keep tha tech you know tha rest
& If I did it all again
I wouldn't live a different life
Shout out to all my niggas on the block
We smoking kryptonite (crips tonite)
Got that bitch up on my hip
It's blowing out a different pipe
I know you want that fast life
But you ain't prepared for this
I done seen plenty niggas fold
Like f*ck this
I done stayed 10 toes
Won't fold I'm up bitch
Money in my pocket
Ima count it while I got it
Go & spend it that's a habit
Spin tha block that shit be tragic
& This pistol in my pocket that bitch a semi automatic uhhh
Ion do no cappin only flexin in my section
& I gotta keep a weapon for protection
It get hectic
Ion do no stressin I've been smokin on tha best shit
Slide thru and grab tha whole thang
Ion do no extras
Why them niggas talking
When they know tha gang'll stretch em
Lately I been by my lonely
Ion need nobody else
Got it on my own
& I ain't need nobody help
How these niggas at tha top
& They can't even reach tha shelves
Stay focused nigga worry bout yo self
I've been movin too fast
Gotta worry bout my health
Issa couple other things
That's more important than tha wealth
Like family, friends & loyalty
I need all my royalties
I won't Eva switch up
Put that on my first seed
My new shit a 6 speed
Couple niggas 6 feet
That's realer than you
& If I had one wish
I'd bring em all back today
& If they mad let em hate
I love slidin in tha foreign
Gettin high makin plays
Accepting calls from my niggas
Told me stay out tha way
I said it's hard for a Killa
I'm just after that cake
But all tha money in tha world
They still won't free you today
I had to go run it up & now I'm on a different page
F*ck what they say
Shit don't feel tha same today
When I lost my Patna
That shit feel like just a different pain
Now I'm poin juice up in my soda just to cope with it
I swear that I tried it
I can't really do that sober shit
I might lose my mind
Because these thoughts ain't no controlling em
If these niggas press me
I might have to put a hole in one
I might have to put a hole in one