Yeah
Last one, thank you for bearing with me the last
45 minutes or so
Animus II
Man it's been a journey getting here
And it's gonna be a journey going forwards
And man, I've been through a lot of shit in that time
I'm like a ticking time bomb
Each day this shit gets dragged on
I'm like a f*cking dragon - breath fire, burn at random
Each verse I spit get's ragged on
Each rhyme write a step to platinum
Speak, bile, bitter; my dick come ride on
Sit down, better get lit 'fore I'm gone
Each day that's gone by I feel the passion increasing
But there is no one to listen
The Jay-Lee EP dismissed 'em
And now a year on I'm wishin' for someone to hear one written
Rap song - mixed by caelix, sticked on Soundcloud
But I know it ain't happenin'
Wait! (Wait, what?)
Why am I trying to rap again?
The flame that sparks my brains to spin
Is rarin' up to spray and win respect and arguments
I would have wrecked if I waited a min
Disinfected plagues of awful friends
That was the best decision that I made it 2019
Half of them ruined my life and half of them why I'm still living
Y'all laugh and scoff but listen
Off and on with drugs - drop the bomb with sharp precision
From now on I'm forward living - that means I'm not looking back
That's often why my thoughts were livid
Maybe the best thing for me's cutting off my past and whizzing on
With a stronger vision - I've got my motivation
W-w-w-what more could Jay want?
Always been down to debate
Been around in a daze; and abandoned and raised
To be mad when I'm hazed with a frown on my face
Or to write shit down to the sound of the bass
I see the clouds around my head
I see the rounds I've sent towards all those with ill-intent
So I threw my hands up! (Yuh!)
But nobody said it was easy; I bet it was difficult
Tryna reciprocate all of the critical shots you were sending straight; that bent me out of shape
Always was Jay-Lee's fault! Always predictable
Spit out his name every time that he's introduced
I could get a boost; not be forgettable
Get Sloppy and caelix; and Kinsey and Blockpool, and Gio
And blow and kill anyone hostile
(Ha-ha-ha!)