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Killing yourself and killing your girlfriend, is that true?
More or less
More or less?
At least your honest about it
And you're willing to admit that?
Yeah, I like your honesty
And you say 'Kurt Cobain is your hero because he had the balls to shoot himself'
That's correct
That is correct
Is this a depressed guy or what?
Are you more depressed than me?
No, I think I'm repressed
No, you're a little depressed, right?
Sometimes
Have you gone to a psychiatrist for this problem
Yeah, but he told me I was crazy, he told me to 'get out'
He did, He even didn't wanna deal with you? (Haha)
No, no one wants to deal with you
No laughing

They think I'm from the Arctic 'cause the way I play it cool (OK)
She thinking it's my dick but she just sitting on my Juul (Yeah)
I think these bitches Bernard's 'cause the way they f*cking drool (Uh-huh)
I never call 'em back, I guess that you could say I'm cruel, damn (Oh)
Thought I'd be dead by the summer, the way I'm handling the trauma
I'm sweating, claustrophobic like I whitey'd in a sauna
She said she wants my mini-me, she pointing to her forno
And when I f*ck, it's like making art, should cast me in a porno
Uh, I think I know what time it is
Call me right wing, the way I f*ck a foreign bitch
Casting spells on college girls, they calling me a witch
I wish I never sniffed it 'cause I gave myself a twitch, yeah

And I snap my f*cking neck the way she hinting for a check
Shawty, one day, I'll just disappear, you'll have to drag the lake
Because I'll be right at the bottom hiding away from the stakes
'Cause the pressure they put unto me is driving me insane
I'm from the Northside, baby, and they'll never f*cking change me
Local narcs patting me down, thinking they DEA, bitch
Back in 2017, why couldn't I close the curtain?
The industry is aging me, don't think I'll see passed 30
I'm a bird, my ops a car, the way I'm shitting on 'em (OK)
She says she wants my baby so, I use a f*cking condom (Ruff)
War in cerebellum and I think I f*cking lost it (Uh oh)
My addiction? f*cking women, bitch, I think I have a problem (Hoe)