Jay Russell - Kind of Man Lyrics

What kind of man
Gets pleasure
From danger
Not looking for
This trouble
But trouble seems
To find me
So what kind of man
Gets pleasure
From danger
Not looking for
This trouble
But trouble seems
To find me

Listen
I'm just a man on a mission
So Im speaking this out
Now
And I don't need your
Permission
You think ima stand
Here
In this mirror
Positioned
Just to take a few
So I can relapse on
My addiction
With this condition
I have no life
Have no definition
And f*ck these feelings
Of weakness, of unwillingly
Take a bottle to the top
Pop some pills till you drop
Its nonstop
But the feeling that
You got
You say damn
Cause I hate the things
That you make me do
But I love the pain
That you got me through
Im going insane
And it's overused
But I can't
Complain
Cause Its all abuse
And I hate the things
That you make me do
But I love the pain
That you got me through
Im going insane
And its over used
When I look in the
Mirror all I see is you

Cause what kind of man
Gets pleasure
From danger
Not looking for
This trouble
But trouble seems
To find me
So what kind of man
Gets pleasure
From danger
Not looking for
This trouble
But trouble seems
To find me
To find me
Ohhhh
Ohhhh
To find me

Yea cause when I feel
All alone
It's just easier
To pick you up
Than just to pick up the phone
Ima mess now
Just rest how
Am i suppose to
Hold on
If these demons I carry with me
Brings the capsules along
It just my luck
But
What
If fail to fight on
Do i pack it up
Call it quits
And then relapse
On my own
Or do I try to
Fight depression
When depression is
Strong
All these voices in my head
Tell me make myself gone
And I can fake it
When you ask
I say i'm okay but I'm not
With constant battles
In my head
I just rather cut myself off
And all those places in my head
Where I cannot be there alone
So when I take a few enhancements
I feel so invincible
So then I chop it down to powder
Sniff it up through the right
Or eject myself needles
Or puff it up through the pipe
And all this weight thats on my shoulders
Its making thats hard to stand
I can't believe what I become
This was never the f*cking plan
What kind of man

Cause what kind of man
Gets pleasure
From danger
Not looking for
This trouble
But trouble seems
To find me
So what kind of man
Gets pleasure
From danger
Not looking for
This trouble
But trouble seems
To find me
To find me

Hello my name is Jay
Umm... Im here today speaking Cuz I can't escape my demons
My demons won't let me live I just
Its seems although I just can't do anything
I know I have to stand up for something
Or else I'll fall for anything
I had a great loss recently
And it just seems as though
The only way to get through it
Is just through enjoyable damage
And I can't doing this to myself
What kind of man can do this
I don't understand
Help me

Cause what kind of man
Gets pleasure
From danger
Get out of my head
Not looking for
This trouble
But trouble seems
I don't need you anymore
To find me
So what kind of man
Gets pleasure
From danger
Not looking for
This trouble
GET OUT
But trouble seems
To find me
GET OUT
To find me