Jay the Recluse - Estranged Lyrics

I don't do this for the fame
I do this for the money, and I do this for the game
Life's a bitch, and me and her are estranged
How does happiness feel, I'm way too used to the pain
But look
F*ck a hook
I treat these songs like my book
I write my own bible
I am my own disciple
I'm not close to my family anymore, that used to hurt
F*ck a funeral, I won't be caught dead in a church
I've always been an outcast like Andre
I wanted to be tall like Tommy
Martin's a classic
Fantastic
I was scholastic
It was never my passion
Hoodies and sweats, f*ck fashion
I don't do this for the fame
I do this for the money, and I do this for the game
Life's a bitch, and me and her are estranged
How does happiness feel, I'm way too used to the pain
I sink shots, but I'm drained
I see the bigger picture, and I need to get it framed
Niggas try to make music for everybody, and end up pleasing no one
I'm not the chosen one
I'm just the only one
So much drive that I totaled one
No engineer, I record myself
They calling the lord's name like he can really help
Damn
I don't do this for the fame
I do this for the money, and I do this for the game
Life's a bitch, and me and her are estranged
How does happiness feel