Why do I say I'll do it tomorrow
Why can't I just do it today
Got all this stress built up inside, yeah
But still I put it off for another day
My grades are falling, my hopes are too
Of a better life of just me and you
Why do I say I'll do it on my time
Then never get to it
Guess it's never the right time
Why do I say sorry, then do it again
Go to bed sad, wake up alright, then do it again
Why does it feel like I am in a lions dead
Wake up scared now try to fight, and do it again
Every single day of my life
I am alright, I am fine
Every single day of my life
I'm just okay, I'm doing alright
That was a lie
Why can't I cry at a loved ones funeral
Sometimes I wanna die too
Then I see you and all the others too
Crying at my funeral, now I can cry
I feel my emotions seeping through
I've always kept them in, but never with you
I see a different view, I feel the pain in others
I don't wanna die, I just wanna cry