Jayden Anne - Knew I Was Saying Goodbye Lyrics

Sure it all felt surreal, but not in the best way
I had hope but I could feel that this would be your last day
Squeezing my boyfriend's hand in the car to see you one last time
I hated the fact that I knew I was about to say goodbye
Let's both take
A deep breath
A long day
It's the end
I said I love you
One last time
'Cause I knew
I was saying goodbye
The hospital lights as cold as the tiled floors
One of my longest nights, and when I walked through your door
I knew it was the end, like the last page of my favorite book
But I could re-read that again, as I left I took one last look
Hold on to this and (and)
Hold on to your hand (hand)
Let's both take
A deep breath
A long day
It's the end
I said I love you
One last time
'Cause I knew
I was saying goodbye
I felt so empty, on the car ride home
July 18th, I feel more alone