JaylerFr - Hard to Fall Lyrics

I don't want to seem like I'm emotionless
But sometimes the feeling ain't hard to miss
40 days and I don't want to feel it
With you I can't complain but
All these days they feel the same so
You know I want you but the feeling's still hazy
I know I can't be so drastic
Around you I lose it
For you I couldn't
On days I contemplate will you want me here
It's not you but it's
Hard for me to fall in love
For all the things she's done wrong
How do I say I don't feel like I'm here
I don't wanna leave you crying
But all this time I feel I'm lying
I don't want to hurt you
I don't want to hurt you (I don't want to hurt you)
Something tells me that you find something new
But from the moment that I lay my eyes on you
I knew you were special
But don't wanna be pressured
To fall in love when I trust so hard in you
I know it's hard to think past it
And for you I can't imagine
Or do I keep holding my breath I know I spent hours
I don't want to be in love with
Someone I can't trust in
Say they love you, turn they back to
All of the shit
'Cause it's hard for me to fall in love
For all the things she's done wrong
How do I say I don't feel like I'm here
I don't wanna leave you crying
But all this time I feel I'm lying
I don't want to hurt you
I don't want to hurt you
But sometimes I think I do
How do I just get out of all the fear
We can call it what you wanna
I just want to be here