Jayo the Beatslayer - I'm Out Lyrics

Ight Ima head out
Im done
The beat
Ima just go
(Im just done, I cant)
Ima just go
(Thank you everybody. Im outta here)
Ima head out, Ima go quit
Its not like anyone is going to notice
Do I blame my friends nah I blame me
The fact that I been doing this so long makes me angry
Had the tools necessary to make a name see
Knowing I didn't do enough is where the pain be
Not mentioning the progress that I cant see
To be the letter N, center of attention (Because the letter N is the center of attention)
But that just aint me
Maybe that's the reason why I am cranky
When you young you're vibrant with batteries of light
You get older it dies with reality of life
Imagine me going hype from doing songs
And one does enough to my haters to prove them wrong
And there's all a reason behind this, it is deep in my iris
I put a lot out but there's more that I keep in my private
Now we deep with this virus, and it got me home thinking
All the things that I've done, all the doubts I let sink in
And I don't get excited, for this sh** anymore
When I go and perform, feel like it is a chore
Why the f** are you here 20 years wanna be rapper
It didn't happen then not now you are doing things backwards
You are a living fool,
10 years of performing in front of 10 people not listening to you in a room
But I am improved Ima do what I do
I have nothing to lose, I have something to prove
F*ck this shit is a mission giving in is forbidden
Creating a spitting image as I spit on my image (Spit)
This my best, I can say that with ease
This beat done by one of the first people that made me believe
Crazy how people that are closest to you are the farthest and farthest the closest
I don't know my family but someone just sent me a message from Cali
That they love all my music from 06
I know there's a lot about life to see (Sea) as I go fish
You notice your biggest fans are distant strangers
And your best friends are your biggest haters
Its scary how envy can change a friend to an adversary I act weary
Easy to hate people with talent when you don't have any
And that's a blatant diss, I don't play that sh**
You don't support what I'm doing then you don't exist
But then again
Maybe its my fault
I'm here, blaming everybody else
Maybe I haven't done enough
Maybe I have just
Just not good enough, I don't know
Its been long enough, I'm patient
Keep doing tracks ,my mind racing
Its over, its time I face it
Ima a janitor on drugs, I'm high maintenance
Explains why this in the back of my mind
Even though it gets lonely I still lose track of the time
That I've lost rapping all these years, the money too
Don't get to the top by stepping on people under you
Well some will do, that's just not me
Maybe that's the reason I am not cocky
Its like Ima old school Bugatti
That's capable but never been at top speed
That's too deep for you, its unfeasible
As long as I have arms nothings unreachable
And after all these years I realized if I had a song that blew up right now
And I got everything that I ever dreamed of, I don't even think that I would even want it
The beat