No I don't blame you for ignoring me
How many days I was empty but your poured in me?
How many times I was lost but you saw in me
What I never would've seen?
Swear this shit feel like a dream
Guess I ain't waking up no time soon
When you ain't here, it feels like another time zone
Like an alarm, but I can't find snooze
If you not by my side girl I'm bound to lose
I could never choose anyone to come above you
I'd be lying if I ever said I never loved you
I was trying for us
Ain't no lust in my way of doing things
Guess I was holding back on the loving that I bring
Now it's the calm before the storm
Girl, you kept me warm
Caught you with my charm
I ain't never meant no harm
Sound the alarm
I'd come back if you let me
Looked in my eyes
Jayy you said you'd protect me
You the one I'd call
Ain't nobody else on speed dial
Show me that you care, I was the one stuck in denial
Now everything is clear, they removed the vial
How long you've been happy?
I ain't know it's been a while
It's been a minute for real
Be wondering who got my back when I'm still in the field
Sometimes I wanna run it back
I keep feelings concealed
Cause once feelings reveal
That's when it starts to go downhill
Yeah
I took a chance & I spun wheel
On rainy days, you were my shield
You blocked all the darkness and shed light on me
Light up my world, in your world, I could be me
In your world, I could be free
Ain't no shackles, ain't no limitations
Can't believe I said I won't do relations
Another chance, I'd be there with no hesitation
I hesitated how I felt, now it's complications
Jayy
Weighing heavy