Tell my father how I feel
And he thinking that I sound crazy
Walking 'round with my head towards the ground lately
Put it all down, Im not here to make a down payment
Homie got that high-tech, sip it if its outdated
21 years, live without patience
And I think that f*ck around with me
Need less medication
Double up the counseling
Complicated thoughts
Im just staring off a balcony
I said Im staring off a balcony
Blowing on the pack
That I brought from out of town with me
I feel sad but feel like I'm not allowed to be
My life is like a f*ckin' million mile balance beam
And Im not living too cautious
I would tip toe across it, now Im moon walking
At it everyday, I get into it too often
Got my baby praying that I never shoot something
Damn
Prolly' got my f*ckin' family goosebumping' man
Thought everything was cool
Was just a couple of summers in
Looking at my girl like
"How the f*ck you fell in love with this?"
I was on some shit that I am honestly disgusted with
I guess we all got some bad habits
Went down the wrong street
Then I had to back track it
Damn, its been a long week
Ive been hitting mad traffic
Making bad decisions, asking
"How the f*ck did that happen?"
And I don't know how it did
Tryna' close my eyes, I ain't sleeping well since
Now I feel alive, but I don't know how to live
Guess that I was getting high, just to cope with how it is
Yuh
Just to cope with how it is
I guess that I was getting high
Just to cope with how it is
Damn
Just to cope with how it is
Guess that I was getting high
Just to cope with how it is
Aye