"I don't think they came,"
My friend said with an awkward face
I looked around the room as I tried to trace your face
A crowded room but there's not much that I can do
And it's hard to make sense when all I need is you
And you didn't show
You shameless expert at breaking
Every promise, every brittle heart
Goodbye is hard to say
But not after when you pushed me away
That time you skipped my show
Left the first row ticket in the snow
The haunting memory of a glorious night
For a second, you made it sound so right
I made up a thousand lies
Just to paint green all over those signs
I can't see why you'd have to haunt my nights
The haunting memories of my life
I can't see why you deserve all I've given
My time, my mother's care, my spirit, my pride
Guess you're a lesson I will have to have in mind
When someone else just like you comes across my life
And I was sad, I cried in bed, thinking what you said
I let the ocean blue waves hit my head
And I was drowning but the water carried away
All my reasons to stay as it cleared the haze in my brain
And I told you so, you knew how much sad I'd be having
You knew by heart the hearts I drew on you
You knew the way to kill
Now you know you've got some price to pay, 'cause
That time you skipped my show
Left the first row ticket in the snow
The haunting memory of a glorious night
For a second, you made it sound so right
I made up a thousand lies
Just to paint green all over those signs
I can't see why you'd have to haunt my nights
The haunting memories of my life
I can't see why you deserve all I've given
My time, my mother's care, my spirit, my pride
Guess you're a lesson I will have to have in mind
When someone else just like you comes across my life
And now I'm driving cars that make you scream
I live a life you dream but you can't get to me
I'll get some sleep and that will make you lose your peace
Your birthday passed, I didn't call
My truthful love, I can't give more
I felt like shit but this is it
You're my favourite person to kill, 'cause
That time you skipped my show
I thought I'd die, little did I know
I barely spoke, I barely had control
Over my body and my soul
But they don't matter now
You broke my heart, I broke a smile
You couldn't keep the promise that you made
For a second, I thought that was okay
You called to say you're sorry just like before
It worked a million times but not anymore
Guess you're a lesson I will have to have in mind
When someone else decides to haunt my glorious night
My glorious life
The 21st night