Jcam - kill me if you wish me dead Lyrics

Chasin' shadows, feelin' lost in this endless ache
Maybe they know, but I never told them until today
I was never suicidal, but I was ready for my pain to break
If you don't love me, than neither do I, time to put an end to all the shame
Just kill me if you wish me dead
'Cause I was wishin' for the same thing
I was wishin' for the same thing
Just kill me if you wish me dead
'Cause I was wishin' for the same things
I was wishin' for the same things, uh
Just me and my conscience, it's a battle for control
The way they see me smile, they think I like bein' alone, I don't like it at all
I know we'll all be dead some day, but I feel like I'm dead right now
And I just wanna go and see my family that I lost way long ago
I will never forget my first friend
I will never forget my first love
I will never forget the laughs shed
But now I'm here and I've lost them all
I will never forget the times I smiled
I will never forget I was a child
I will never forget that extra mile that I ran to get away from the world
Just kill me if you wish me dead
'Cause I was wishin' for the same thing
I was wishin' for the same thing (Kill me if you wish me dead)
Just kill me if you wish me dead (Oh-oh)
'Cause I was wishin' for the same things
I was wishin' for the same things, uh