I just stay so calm and collected
Through the rain
Calm and collected
Through the pain
Calm and collected
I ain't change
I stay calm and collected
I'm so
Calm and collected
I'm so
Calm and collected
I'm so
Calm and collected
I'm so
Calm and collected
Calm and collected
We was starving in that crib like we ain't know
How to eat
Only choice was grab that work contraband with the heat
You know I had to tint my windows so the cops couldn't see
I know I got potential had to get away from the streets
I was looking up to god hoping that he look back
I was looking for a sign couldn't ever relax
Everyday was stressing so my only choice was relapse
I still fight addiction got the bottle right in my lap
They don't really love me like they always say that they do
I always show them love but they don't care what I go though
I try to lead them to the light but I get left in the dark
I shoulda seen there actions flawed
Shoulda knew from the start
I just stay so calm and collected
Through the rain
Calm and collected
Through the pain
Calm and collected
I ain't change
I stay calm and collected
I'm so
Calm and collected
I'm so
Calm and collected
I'm so
Calm and collected
I'm so
Calm and collected
Calm and collected
Pain on pain on pain that's all I really seen
Rain on rain on rain it had me on my knees
Really thought about throwing away my dreams
This life ain't what it seems my life ain't what it seems
Many nights
All alone
I could cry me a river
Self-esteem
It was low
Think it made me bitter
I don't know
What to do
Think I lost myself
I don't know
How to feel
Think I crossed myself
Shoulda worried bout my health
Shoulda worried bout my wealth
I just keep it bottled up I shoulda asked someone for help
Then again
Who to call
Who gon Offer me some help
Then again
F*ck em all
I'm just tryna find myself
I just stay so calm and collected
Through the rain
Calm and collected
Through the pain
Calm and collected
I ain't change
I stay calm and collected
I'm so
Calm and collected
I'm so
Calm and collected
I'm so
Calm and collected
I'm so
Calm and collected