At Stake Video (MV)

Why do I stay frozen in time?
And closed in my mind?
When I'm supposed to fill with life the most in the prime
Why's the demon's footsteps closing on mine?
I hold it inside until I code it in rhyme
Fate is mixing up my feelings, how do I move my muscle?
How do I make a decent choice? One that won't slow the hustle?
I wish that I could see a sign to take away the trouble
God created a language barrier and made it subtle
I want to fly away and go far
My destination seems to grow far
Want me to burn myself with no scar
Want me to burn myself with no scar
How come they tell me that I should be happy with struggle when income's the outcome?
It don't help that I've still got darkness to outrun
And hard to maintain faith that could move a mountain
I'm struggling to even get finished this verse
I've been losing the words, view distorted for two years
Not used to feeling this way, I am new here
I write this shit down so as soon as I'm through here they're souveneirs
(I got it) Head in my hands cause I break my neck
(I got it) Fighting myself just to stay in check
(I got it) dissatisfaction, internal cries
(I got it) family has noticed with distant eyes
I want to fly away and go far
My destination seems to grow far
Want me to burn myself with no scar
Want me to burn myself with no scar
I don't want to be a nihilist or pessimist
I feel the culture, what we call it, makes us desolate
It feels inevitable, it can't be destiny
I've got so many people trying to see the best in me
I have a burning question
Where'd my mother's father go when he turned to Heaven?
Is he guiding me to help me learn a lesson?
Is he trying to help me learn the right direction?
Can he deliver me from burnout and put my faith in my possession?
(Let me know)
(This part is reversed)
I want to fly away and go far
My destination seems to grow far
Want me to burn myself with no scar
Want me to burn myself with no scar