Better with time Video (MV)

I keep my sanity in line while living reckless with my time
I got this vanity of mine with cash and dreams I want to climb
Following the signs I'm getting better with some time
Stepping in my mind, but then I struggle with reality
I'm working for the days that I can snuggle actuality
Even when your gone I pray to god your f*cking proud of me
And never f*cking doubted me, I'm saying it undoubtedly
No amount of paper could ever buy what I found in me I knew I had the sound in me and had to get it out of me Dwelling on my memories won't help me get accessories Say my name for centuries and put this in my documentaries If I'm lost who do I turn do Be there for me because I had to go and learn to Shed my skin and I can start a new transition Im opening my club and you'll never get admission Only winners with ambition, sinners on a mission Hoping for commission while creating the tradition Hope my soul can be whole Smoke another bowl and put myself on the roll Keep myself on parole Myself In control I be playing my role or I be paying the toll I know why they f*cking play with me I look a certain way so they're thinking they're ahead of me I'm tatted on my hands like I didn't get my own degree Elevate my senses like I'm going on a living spree Kidding me, I do this shit because I be living free And giving me everything I wanna be and I can see