Jemini - My Confession 2 Lyrics

I'm thinking we should face it
And do the operation
There's no way we could do this have a kid and try to raise it
I'm only 15 i don't even have a job
So i think the fact you think that we can handle this is odd
I mean i'm just a kid
I couldn't picture raising one
And even though you say you ready i know that you ain't it's love
That's fooling you inside
Emotions turn your brain to mud
I notice that you talk to god but i wonder what you pray to huh
I know that's just divided us sometimes
And you want someone to marry you can be a better wife
But first we gotta take care of this kid and live our lives
And go through with abortion and in time we'll feel its fine
Plus you got a big move in 2 months it wont work
Between me and you two and us three it's gone hurt
Just think straight our girls fate is better if not birthed
I say this because this is better than your words
So this is my confession
I'm opening the door to all the things that I've been stressed with
So this is my confession
I'm starting up a conversation things that I've neglected
So this is my confession
I dive into my pass to some decisions i've affected
So this is my confession
About the feelings that i had i know that i have sectioned
Shes looking back at me
And this is what she said
I cant believe you'd say that you know that i'm a christian
And you wont ever listen
You're so damn stubborn
I don't understand what i found in you for lovin
You might be a kid but its different cause i'm 18
And you know i've always wanted kids and maybe just a baby
Thought i was infertile but it turns out that i'm not
This was what i'm praying for i wish for it a lot
You've never been a christian it's divided us sometimes
Because i want a husband who can pray with me i find
The fact that you just wanna throw a kid away disgusting
You wanna murder this life it hits like no trustin
If you just believe in my god it will work out
But even though i hate you i love you sure now
I wont just ruin your life path lets burn down
And get rid of this baby but it just hurts now
So this is my confession
I'm opening the door to all the things that I've been stressed with
So this is my confession
I'm starting up a conversation things that I've neglected
So this is my confession
I dive into my pass to some decisions i've affected
So this is my confession
About the feelings that i had i know that i have sectioned
Open this f*cking door right now
I swear to god
You piece of f*cking shit
Why did you do this to me
Why did you make me do this
I've gotten the abortion you're a monster you are heartless
But wait a second girl i don't even wanna start this
No f*ck you
You turned me to a murderer
You never cared about this f*cking kid its in your words for sure
Woah girl you need to f*ckin chill out
And go take a second
Before you gotta flip out
So why do you not tell me why you never really cared
About the f*ckin baby in my stomach i had bared
You wanna know the truth
I cared more than you
About this f*ckin baby you're just stupid in your youth
You're crazy and you're shady if it's born it'd be abused
By your f*ckin psycho ass you can't handle truth
So this is my confession
I'm opening the door to all the things that I've been stressed with
So this is my confession
I'm starting up a conversation things that I've neglected
So this is my confession
I dive into my pass to some decisions i've affected
So this is my confession
About the feelings that i had i know that i have sectioned
So this is my confession
I'm opening the door to all the things that I've been stressed with
So this is my confession
I'm starting up a conversation things that I've neglected
So this is my confession
I dive into my pass to some decisions i've affected
So this is my confession
About the feelings that i had i know that i have sectioned