I cried myself to sleep six times this week
My head was spinning 'bout what people might be thinking of me
As silly as it seems
I couldn't sing along to the radio on my drive home
I gripped the steering wheel with shaky hands and wouldn't let go
It's silly I know
Truth is I don't know who to talk to
I can't tell if my friends are real or just pretend
Is it all in my head?
But if it's just my mind writing fiction
You'd think it'd give me some nicer predictions than it has
Cause it's all in my head, right?
I hate the words I say when they leave my mouth
I feel like people judge the way I walk and the way that I breathe
As silly as it seems
I wanna change my mind but I feel it in my soul
No matter how I try I'm never truly in control
It's silly I know
Truth is I don't know who to talk to
I can't tell if my friends are real or just pretend
Is it all in my head?
But if it's just my mind writing fiction
You'd think it'd give me some nicer predictions than it has
Cause it's all in my head, right?
I wouldn't know what to say if somebody asked
I think I've lied for so long it's no longer an act
And I don't wanna burden the only friends I have
They tolerate me as I am
Truth is I don't know who to talk to
I can't tell if my friends are real or just pretend
Is it all in my head?
But if it's just my mind writing fiction
You'd think it'd give me some nicer predictions than it has
Cause it's all in my head, right?