Jenny Baker - Air Lyrics

I've dreamt this up a million times
Running into you, on some random night
I thought through every way it'd go
The heart attack, the vertigo
Would you hate me, could we even talk
Would it be okay or would you run right off
It's haunted me the last four years
And now it's come to life right here
You're two feet to my left and
My whole world didn't end
No more holding my breath
I'm coming up for air
I'm finally free
I'm coming up for air
Can finally see
Don't feel the pit in my gut like I used to
Don't have to carry the weight of the old you
Losing you dragged me so deep and it left me, left me there
But I'm coming up for air
(But I'm coming up for)
Didn't expect to feel relief
To talk bout your sister and my family
Your eyes say everything I need
I meant to you what you meant to me
You're two feet to my left and
My whole world didn't end
No more holding my breath
I'm coming up for air
I'm finally free
I'm coming up for air
Can finally see
Don't feel the pit in my gut like I used to
Don't have to carry the weight of the old you
Losing you dragged me so deep and it left me, left me there
But I'm coming up for
No more losing sanity
Let go of the fantasy
No more going home scared I might run into your family
No more crying on the floor
No more feeling not enough
No more making villains out of people learning how to love
No more fear of what you think
Used to be so sickening
Looking in your eyes I feel the feeling finally sinking in
No more crying on the floor
No more feeling not enough
No more making villains out of people learning how to love
(Air)
No more making villains out of people learning how to love
(Air)
Can finally breathe