I don't wanna think about you but I do
I don't wanna think about you but I do I do I do
Pour another finger out or maybe two
Cause I don't wanna drink without you but I do, I do
All night I'm suspended animation
Watch the palm trees out the window all turn black
Sleeplessly I'm paralyzed and waiting
Will you come back
I don't wanna think about you but I do
I don't wanna think about you but I do I do I do
Pour another finger out or maybe two
Cause I don't wanna drink without you but I do, I do
Pacing like a bobcat in the kitchen
Or up the stairs just solitaire-ing in my room
Preacher's on the late-night television
Saying "... soon"
I don't wanna think about you but I do
I don't wanna think about you but I do I do I do
Pour another finger out or maybe two
Cause I don't wanna drink without you but I do, I do
Asking every empty room what you'd say
Bloodless in the bathroom mirror, oh my god
Just tryna make it through another Tuesday
Or maybe not
So I spend every evening alone
Just a ghost by the light of my phone
With your name in my throat
I swallow
I swallow
I don't wanna think about you but I do
I don't wanna think about you but I do I do I do
I don't wanna think about you but I do
I don't wanna think about you but I do, I do