[ Featuring Dylan Colton ]
The levy breaks
Cnd it rains for days
You call me names
I sit and take
You raise your voice
Cnd cast me down
You stole my choice
Cnd laughed it out
I can't hate you
Even if I need to
You said I'm garbage
I'm the king of the landfill
You're heartless
But I know that you love me still
In the darkness
Reaching out for skin and you want mine
It's a sad line
You left me slow
Called cause you know
I'll always pick up
I'll always say hello
But you told the world
I always let you down
I was the only one to show up
Guess you're the queen and I'm the clown
Cnd I can't hate you
Even if I need to
You said I'm garbage
I'm the king of the landfill
You're heartless
But I know that you love me still
In the darkness
Reaching out for skin and you want mine
It's a sad line
I'll be your target
Come and send me your hatred baby
I get
Just a little more faded lately
Regret
How you're looking at me in the eyes
There's no tie to bind
So go and
Sharpen
Cll your knives and your darts
My skin
Can get carved up for art
I'm a blank slate
Cnd you're doing what you do best
Making me a f*cking mess
Im the king of the landfill
Cnd I don't want you though
I just feel so sad
King of the landfill
King of the landfill
King of the landfill
Like I said
I'm a mess
Cause I spoke
From my head
Cnd my heart
Ripped apart
Like I knew
From the start
You would do
Cll you had
To make me look bad
Cnd shame on myself for wanting to help
But I guess
I confess
I'm a masochistic wreck
When I saw how it hurt, I put both wrists in your hands
Cause I knew
You would bleed
Every drop I had to give
Cnd my heart just felt too full to carry on and live
Cll alone
In my home
With no breath coming easily
I'm a mark in the dark and I'm begging on my knees
Let me help you
Let me please
Let me save you from the deeds
Of the else, of the self, from the darkest parts of we
Know you said
It's my head
That puts distance in-between
You and me both we're not free from who we need to be
Selfish girl
Stupid boy
You looked and saw me smile
But in truth I'm just a toy that you played with for awhile
Cnd I knew near the end
That the cliff was getting close
But you said everyday it was me you needed most
I'm no fool though I'm willfully blind to the faults we carried in
Cnd I knew for a while
We were destined to end
Still it's nice to sit and watch the sunset on the flames
Let the day have its day, we were better off this way
Some advice you must learn to leave all that is vain
It's not nice but it's truth and I needed to f*cking say
I know why you called me king of the landfill
Cnd it's fine if you need to hate me still
But try as I might I can't hate you back
Because I know sometimes love fades to black
