Book me a session of therapy
My heart's been hurting, I think I need work
But to all of these people, I feel I'm invisible
This situation, condition is critical
Checking out mentally, I do not feel no more
Stuck in my head, man, the pain can get physical
Smoke to get high n' forget that I feel alone
Help me not think when I call you won't pick up the phone
Can think of a time or two, when I was a child
I sat under tables, I couldn't help crying
And people just act like I wasn't alive
The shit that make any kid feel they should die
I feel like my mind has ran through all of hell and back
Weight on my chest, might just give me a heart attack
Missing my calls, there won't be no more calling back
Talks got one-sided, you know, I don't mess with that
Sayin' I need me some better help
It's you or me, I know, you'll save yourself
Been through it all, baby, how can you tell?
I know you hate me, just behave yourself
Feel like my mind has been thrown in a cell
Stuck with my own little personal hell
Pray on my death, don't you hear the bells?
I threw all my pain in the wishin' well
I struggle copin'
I wish your mind was open
I got two lives, I'm hopin'
If I die, hope it goes in slow motion
Up in the clouds, yeah, I swear, I be floatin'
Ain't fighting these demons with guns I be totin'
Wash off the past, find me out in the ocean
Outta my mind, I be sippin' on potion
What's my headspace?
Can I break it down?
Take a good look at my life as I'm rolling through town
It might be the time to go throw in the towel
Act like you can't see me
What if I go ghost?
You say that you love me
But wanna go slow
Let's make it official
You tellin' me no
Weeks later, found out you a wannabe ho
I walk out your life
Girl, the case is closed
I struggle copin'
I wish your mind was open
I got two lives, I'm hopin'
If I die, hope it goes in slow motion
Up in the clouds, yeah, I swear, I be floatin'
Ain't fighting these demons with guns I be totin'
Wash off the past, find me out in the ocean
Outta my mind, I be sippin' on potion