I was a-living in a place where the sun didn't shine, at least not for me. I was a-looking for some light further down the line, but at the time I couldnt see how to ever get out out of this misery. I got a whole lot of love, but not for me. Day in and day out it always felt the same, my favourite colour was blue. It was a walk of sorrow and a walk of shame while I always thought about you and how I dragged you down into my misery. I got a whole lot of love, but not for me. All my live I tried to be good to themself and never took care about me. I locked my problems all away in a locked up shelf, but you can not really lock a shelf, you see? So some day came out all this misery. I got a whole lot of love, but not for me. It hit me all at once and it hit me hard, 'cause I never learned to deal with all the problems that I hid deep down in my heart 'cause I've never allowed myself to feel all the pain and all the misery. I got a whole lot of love, but not for me. So Ive had to find a way to really understand me, myself and my dreams. It was a rocky road, I often felt had no end, but finally it seems, that I really got out out of this misery and got a whole lot of love for you and me.