I won't repeat the wrongs I've done before I take them as lessons
At times I'm distant from my family they know when I'm stressing
I use to care about making hits
But now it's just for expression
It's like I'm sinking in the sand when tryna bottle my message
And send it out to the world
This ain't the plot I prefer
I've got this feeling deep inside of me but hope that I'm sure
You hear the doubt in my words
I gotta slowly resurge
Don't let them tell you how to live your life
Just show them your courage
See I get trapped inside my head
I'm in my thoughts so much
I use to truly love this game but then it feels like lust
But I can't leave in a rush
So many souls that I've touched
Man I get paranoid so fast and that's the reason I clutch
Continue on as I must
Can't let them mess up my plans
Remaining true to myself
I know just where I should stand
I get these visions and start to live them as fast I can
Even when feeling like breaking don't do it prove you a man
I hope you see what I'm saying
Cuz dawg this life ain't playing
Yeah she a bitch and she gone show you that shit quick as she can
See it don't matter who you are and where you from and what you did
One day you gone leave this planet just as fast as you came in
You tried repenting for your sins and all the times that you gave in
I never let a moment pass, let Travis put it on my skin
I've got to learn to hold my head a little higher than my chin
Maybe that could be the day I find the faith I hold within
I can't just hold it in Forever
I just hope it all gets better
We got days we feel on top
And we got days we like whatever
Gotta move for my endeavors
Even if it feels like never
Finding happiness can be as hard as finding buried treasure
Even if it feels like never
Finding happiness can be as hard as finding buried treasure
Even if it feels like never
Finding happiness can be as hard as finding buried treasure
I'm just living life
I hope I do it right
Because you don't get to do it twice