See I got reasons why
I keep on chasing highs
See I got reasons why
I keep on chasing highs
What scares me the most is sometimes their ain't no reason why
I'll just let god decide
The time that he provides
Most people tryna find themselves inside and even I
Know what it feels like to doubt yourself and think think that you ain't able
It took so many years but still sometimes I don't feel stable
See Artists wana work with labels
Until they work labels
Meetings at the table then finding out they just full of fables
F*ck em
I did this shit all on my own two
I don't need somebody telling me I f*cking own you
You won't make a move unless I tell you that you going to
I got too much pride see you don't know shit I've gone through
It's got me thinking
No wonder I've been drinking
No wonder I've been feeling like a ship that's slowly sinking
No wonder all my thoughts have been obsessive with depression
Then come to realization it's just life teaching me lessons
Just keep yo head up
Apply the pressure
Never let up
Most people guarantee you'll fail
Then tell them ones to bet up
Let's get this bread up
And motivate these kids instead of
Making this shit bout spilling blood
I swear to god I'm fed up
I miss the days when having fun with this shit
I felt like I could never stop was on the run with this shit
But recently been feeling like I'm f*cking done with this shit
One day I'll run from this shit
Triple my funds and then dip
Put my investments into real-estate and chill on private islands
And never take my bedroom shoes off that's what I call stylish
I'll Tell my lady pick a place we'll build up flyer mileage
My mindset on some superhero shit she call me childish
Aye
It's hard to say but
My ambition ain't the same now
Maybe I've just changed now
From everything I've gained now
The struggle and the pain now
Battles in my brain now
People tagging Dame now like Jessie needs the fame now
I love his shit so much please do not let him leave the game now
It's hard to think when listening
We grew up in the same town
But shit
Even if they say they've heard my name round
It never means a thing to me
See look what I became now