Jesús Cristal - Lifeless Savior Lyrics

I'm at the point of no return, and I'm taking it to heart,
I coin these phrases just to burn, cuz I love to watch the sparks,
I'm tryna join the ones learn to know their roles and play their parts,
So I'm toying with the light cuz black holes are way to dark,
The only thing I am, is a tiny organism,
All I have is unimportance to add to solar system,
I gotta move with caution to make me feel like I used wisdom,
All these questions I am lost in, each response sounds so conditioned,
I keep tripping, on long lapses in time,
The axis can be broke it ain't no stronger than a spine,
I must unwind, the present past-tense of my mind,
It's like a VCR with a tape stuck only a button to rewind,
I feel obliged, to enslave myself to my mind's eye,
Incorporated with the fabricated truth behind the lies,
Even I'm surprised I'm still living out lives,
How much longer can one be in sanity in disguise

Chorus
I'm feverish, I'm flavorless,
Lately life ain't saving shit,
Escaping with the tragic wish,
Imaginary's happiness,
A sloppy kiss from death,
Is all that's on my Christmas list,
I'm sick of playing game,
Of hide and seek with bliss
(repeat)

My life burst in a bubble, it's worse than the struggle,
A recovered fiend fine, when his life rediscovers trouble,
Then double that, by the pain felt from every death on earth,
And you'll begin to wonder how I work,
Oh yes it hurts, I'm blessed by this curse
Like people who feel God, but only find him in church,
I hear people speak, don't mean to be ignoring them,
But can't see past those flames burning in the crematorium,
I dream simplistic shapes, different versions of her face,
But without it here to make new ones I feel my memory's a waste,
I take a hasty trip to that place,
But I can't get off the ground, are my shoes made of paste,
We made a trail and trace, of blood across the land,
Hopefully someday someone somewhere, will understand,
This ain't excuses for a self-abusive depression,
Just an unstoppable expression, smeared with ugly misconceptions

Chorus
I'm feverish, I'm flavorless,
Lately life ain't saving shit,
Escaping with the tragic wish,
Imaginary's happiness,
A sloppy kiss from death,
Is all that's on my Christmas list,
I'm sick of playing game,
Of hide and seek with bliss
(repeat)