JGtheFREEMIND - 12AM (feat. Laneia) Lyrics

12 AM on Poplar Drive
All alone, no one in sight
Sis in the military, moms party like
Every night
She needed a dance off every fight between her and dad
That they had before he left
So, with missing parents comes the entrance of loneliness
With no emotions showing, it's easy to bottle up
All the pain I felt inside, never seen it even when
Looking into my eyes, I had no one
Well, only one, even then, never said 100 percent
Of the pain in my head, in my mind
Felt like losing sanity
In my heart only could there ever be
Space for one
But, so afraid that they come a day where that be gone
So, slowly I pushed away
Whitney just wanted to know what was going on
I was looking for my mom
Whit ran away from me while my mama ran from home
So, now I sit all alone with my thoughts at midnight
As you leave while I dream, I only think of these things
What I want, who I need, where we'll be, why they don't see
All I ask is the ones that I love paint me in good light
Staying happy alone with my thoughts at midnight
12am on Woodland Drive, exploring my mind, my heart
Everything that's inside, used to be, scared to death of it
Now, I'm simply loving it
Notice that you won't find wealth until you know yourself
All your capabilities, mistakes, things that's killing me
Like, how she never want me back
Memories we made, amazed she ain't missing that
Do she think bout me? Nah, can't get sidetracked
Accept the fact, now it's over
My heart's frozen, growing colder
Make me wanna be anti-sober
But I gotta be stronger than the day she used to baby me
Funny how this made me love myself cause you did
When I couldn't, ironic, I do now, but now you wouldn't
All in all, I'm glad that you were my friend
Taught me a lesson
Learning to let you go is for the best
And should I never see you again
I might cry a little inside
But I'ma be happy all alone with my thoughts at midnight
As you leave while I dream, I only think of these things
What I want, who I need, where we'll be, why they don't see
All I ask is the ones that I love paint me in good light
Stayin' happy alone with my thoughts at midnight