JGtheFREEMIND - Center Cannot Hold Lyrics

So this is real, it's actually happening
Well goddamn, this shit's hella saddening
Cause I don't know what to do, haven't got a clue
Stuck between accepting it and chasing you
It's that love I gotta pursue
If I can get you to change your mind
We could move forward in time
Nevermind what we left behind
F*ck everything that you knew
Worry about all the things that you finna know
Give me a chance, I'll meet your demands
Even though we know there was lies in the past
Forget all that, I'm a changed man
Try to understand, I'm in a place I've never been
Currently learning how to win again
Winning in this thing called life
Feeling like shit, knowing I don't suffice
Tried to make you wife
But you said no way, okay, no hate
It's just love, just go now
Do what you gotta do, ignore what we were like
Four and a half years never did occur
Awkward, absurd are the things that you're telling me
Losing my shit, heavenly bliss once did exist
What to do now when it all vanishes
I'm left with many disadvantages
F*ck love, all it does is damages
Turning good guys like me into savages
You were just f*cking with a kid, made mistakes
None of them worse than what you did
You should've listened to what you were told
It all falls apart when the center cannot hold