I'm not wishing that it's the end,
But why does my happiness always follow a trend?
I have a good life,
With a loving wife,
So why does my mind always end up like this?
I offer silence as a gift,
Scared my words might cause a rift.
What if they blame themselves, see my faults through my eyes?
Why do I always tell myself these lies?
I love them all, please let me fall,
But I can't let go, or let it show.
They can't be the ones who pay the price,
I won't let the lies I tell myself hurt them.
I've known love my whole life,
Guided through every pain, every strife.
My family's more than I deserve,
They show me I'm loved and that I have worth.
I've never truly been alone,
So why do I feel so unknown?
I know they'd hold me, through my fears,
They'd raise me up, wipe away my tears.
But doubts are mine, not theirs to bear,
The lies I think, are not for their ears.
I love them all, please let me fall,
But I can't let go, or let it show.
They can't be the ones who pay the price,
I won't let the lies I tell myself hurt them.
I know love, I know my worth,
I can fight the lies, because they are on this earth.
They can't be the ones who pay the price
I won't let my lies hurt them.
I know love
I know my worth
I can fight the lies
Because they are on this earth