Feel No More Video (MV)

I don't wanna feel no more
I don't wanna feel no more
I don't wanna feel no more
I don't wanna feel no more
I don't wanna feel no more
I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna
I don't wanna

Yeah, staring at the ocean
Think of all the good times, think of all the bad ones
I been around myself too much and that shit ain't really that fun, no
I hear some really sad voices
Telling me about the bad choices
That I made in the past
And how I put it to rap
To make a memory last
But now I heavily gasp, for air
Spend a penny while they gimme some
"Penny for your thoughts, you ain't gotta live alone"
I push away because I really don't
I live with someone that I know who is really a ghost
And that's me
'Cause over the past week
My head is a crash scene
Like I'm in the backseat
And die where the cracks meet
Some people would ask me
If I was a bad seed
Like "what would your dad think?
'Cause you're like a sad freak"
"Something wrong with you?"
Why you gotta put your thoughts in the songs you do?
What if no one in the crowd sings along with you?
'Cause you trpy to keep it real but the more you lose"pp, yeahppp
It's getting hard top try to fake a smile
I just wanna make 'em proud
Make 'em stay awhile
Yeah, I'm feeling faded now
I know I need love but I weigh it down, yeah

This blood in my veins
Don't flow all the same
And I'm going insane
No I don't feel no pain
And I'm going insane
No I don't feel no pain
I don't wanna feel no more

Yeah i know that i ain't perfect
Always putting on a show like they do it in the circus
I'm always so concerned if
People that i love could be hurt and
Question my purpose
Maybe i deserve it
I swim to the ocean
But i'm caught in a wave
'Cause every time i try to breathe
I get lost in the pain
Like i don't wanna be the same
But i don't wanna relate
'Cause people only wanna know me if there's something to take
And I wish i had a normal family
But it all comes down to a fantasy
What was never meant to be just had to be
I just wish the memories ain't attached to me, yeah
And it gets hard tryna be independent
But that's the price you gotta pay when you strive to be different
'And every day that you spend could be remembered in minutes
You better make the best of it and be the greatest to live it

This blood in my veins
Don't flow all the same
And I'm going insane
No I don't feel no pain
And I'm going insane
No I don't feel no pain
I don't wanna feel no more