JJXO - Too Much Lyrics

If this is happy, I choose sad, 'cause happy should not taste this bad
In my heart and in my head
If I were breathing I'd choose death
If this is me then I choose you, and you are all I want to do
But every time i try to hurt myself, I'm really loving you

I'm Too Much. I'm Too Much for you

If this is love then I choose hate, 'cause nothing quite humiliates
Like the feel of being told that you are special when you're not
If this is blonde then I choose black, and once I'm gone I won't come back
And you'll remember me when he won't break the skin or kiss it back

I'm Too Much. I'm Too Much. I'm Too Much for you
I'm Too Much. I'm Too Much. I'm Too Much like you

If this is peace then I choose war, and I have not been here before
If this is pleasure I choose pain, and I will love you once again
If this is good then I choose bad, 'cause you're the best I've ever had
If this is smart then I choose dumb. If this is feeling I choose numb

I'm Too Much. I'm Too Much. I'm Too Much for you
I'm Too Much. I'm Too Much. I'm Too Much like you

I'm in your sheets with honest eyes
If this is truth then I choose lies
I left my bottle in the trunk
If this is sober I choose drunk
If this is cordial I choose rude
My f*cking lifelong attitude
And something that we share
But not enough to make it right with you

I'm Too Much. I'm Too Much. I'm Too Much for you
I'm Too Much. I'm Too Much. I'm Too Much like you

And even though you know you're his, it feels like cheating 'cause it is