Jkellz - Black Rose Lyrics

Pick up a new bottle ease up on the blunt I'm too blunt as it is
I can't imagine I can't even fathom the day she would go and lose one of her kids
But it happened and it's tragic
Yea a nigga might laugh a lot now but don't put the shit past him
I got a vendetta with myself could've been better yea
Now I'm a trendsetter off her letters need more cheddar yea
Might be the first time I really speak about you on record yea
But won't be the last time I promise my life is uncensored
Don't know where the craft would be without you
Don't know if I would live to see the next moon
Don't know if Li got a name after you
Don't know if my game is based around you
Don't really know what's coming after this, morning after bliss
More of the abyss, something feels amiss, all has gone to shit
Reminiscing about everything that has to do with my black rose

But it never fades away, all I see is gray, nothing is the same, feel so damn ashamed
I can't change it, I can't rearrange it, yet everyday I wish we could trade places
Yet everyday I'm praying for good graces
I write shit like this then need your embrace and blacking out but red with frustration