J-MAC - Vanilla Lyrics

For you id put my pride aside
I would go to homicide
Just to keep your life in line
I feel like the stars aligned
Mother f*ck the dollar signs
You thing that's on my mind
I was trying make you mine
Tryna keep you by my side
Never left me by myself
So for you i'd testify
So for you, i would die
I could never tell no lie
Just for you id sacrifice
Everything that i did right
Everything i wrote that rhymed
I would never stop this fight
I ain't got too much left
But you make me feel alright
Fell in love at first sight
You gone be my ride or die
To be honest i can say
I ain't never felt this way
Look at all the games we play
Look at bills we break
Look at all the time we spent
You're the one that i can't hate
You're the one i won't resent
That's why i'm tryna say
What we have is real i hope
You're the one i need the most
All the f*cking notes we wrote
Every single thing i've told
Always got my heart on race
I might need a stethoscope
I already feel so blessed
I don't f*cking need the pope
Everything i bottled up
Shit that i would never spill
And the one that hurt you most
Don't be shocked if he get killed
You deserve the best in life
Ain't no one gon interfere
Gonna keep you by my side
Even when i'm raking bills
Gonna keep you in my life
Even when i'm making deals
I can make your dreams come true
Take a look what i can do
Even if we done and through
I won't just give up on you
To be honest i can say
I ain't never felt this way
Look at all the games we play
Look at bills we break
Look at all the time we spent
You're the one that i can't hate
You're the one i won't resent
That's why i'm tryna say
What we have is real i hope
You're the one i need the most
All the f*cking notes we wrote
Every single thing i've told
Always got my heart on race
I might need a stethoscope
I already feel so blessed
I don't f*cking need the pope
Hit your line once tried to get your attention
Saw all kinds of ex's inside of your mentions
You say you regret it but i can not best them
You're way out my league and you ease my depression
I think this is real i'm not even pretending
I know i'm an asshole my mind is just hectic
But in time you'll see that i'm just being protective
You're out of this world in a different dimension
You bring up your past and you know that i hate it
With all types of guys that i wish you ain't dated
I look back in time and wish i ain't waited
When I look at yall pictures i feel so sedated
It still kills me inside even tho i'm your latest
Feel like a 0 cuz i ain't your hero like i took a bullet like i'm in the matrix
Runaway baby i think you should leave
Think about you don't you think about me
You're chasing me, while i'm chasing dreams
While i'm chasing green
While i'm tryna see
If you still love me cuz i have to agree
I fly like a crow but i sting like a bee
We're totally different you only want peace
I don't want war i just want release
Sometimes when we fight i can't bring myself to eat
Trying not to relapse when i feel incomplete
Im no good for you but i think i'm complete
I don't want rivals but for you i'll compete
I know i'm insecure
Difficult for sure
Mentally at war
Can't take anymore
Grab the nearest sword
Put it through my chords
Where my heart is stored
Pray to the lord