Jmo - Nljl Lyrics

Lay my head down to sleep but it's not all just dreams
Because my brain is trapped in a loop of all the same old scenes
My life is playing right before me but it always stops on the day we meet
And then it seems the rest is just history
Cause then I'm sucked back to the start wondering why I can't get past that part
Where I forgot about fear and lost my f*ckin heart
Finally givin in cause I knew I couldn't win
With how my life was goin so I started sinnin with other women
Nowhere to hide I can't run I can't fly
It's pointless to try I failed once so I'll definitely fail twice
Guess it's my time to overcome that pain inside
Look you in the eyes swallow whats left of my pride
Cause I know I can't walk the right way with broken legs
So here I am to stay until I overcome my yesterday's
And then I can leave this place takin a f*ckin leap of faith
Knowing you will catch me
Cause your love holds me up even when it seems I can't breathe
It gives me life keeping my heart on beat and my mind completely free
But as soon as I begin to believe I fall back in defeat
Because I can only get you to stay so close to me before you wanna f*ckin leave
And they say shoot for the moon so at least you'll land among the stars
But I don't wanna live life accepting my f*ckin failures
I'd rather try the impossible knowing I could lose all hope
In a future I would of otherwise of never known
Just that instance of clarity dispersing my uncertainty
Putting my mind body and soul at peace
Leaving me with the opportunity to seize every last single dream
That'd been forgotten cause I was to scared to think
I could be me and be free but luckily
Even when I'm crashing I know I'll always have you to save me
My hero with no disguise not afraid to say what's on your mind
Because it's always been no lies
Just love between us something most people only ever f*ckin dream of
Has become the definition of our trust that can't be crushed
And no matter who tries to break us we'll always remember the importance of one love
Keeping life in perspective for us
Though we don't wanna become just some other lost ones
Wandering through life trying to make it them verse us
Because this is another empty diversion with the trappings of the crips vs bloods
And now time is f*ckin up
No more excuses about misguided trust
You know what it was and so do the rest of us
An unconditional love that the wise ones once spoke of
And we can always keep it up as long as we just don't give a f*ck
Cause part of life is accepting the dumb luck
Of avoiding death as it comes for all of us
So remember to tell the ones you love exactly why they're important to ya
Cause one day we're all gonna be six feet under