Jmo - Told Myself Lyrics

It's like were on a merry go round
The circle of life is keepin us bound
Then were fallin down hittin the ground with no one to help us out
But I guess this is our own mess
So what the hell happens next
Do we try our best to forget or fight a battle that no one wins
Cause theres no way I'm givin you the upper hand
And it's clear to me that you don't give a f*ckin damn
About this broken man screw being a god damn gentleman
I now have a new plan involving no more childish rants
It's time to do things a little f*ckin different
Cause it's been a long road I have been wandering down
Hopefully next time I make a turn it is a roundabout
Cause I can't keep searching blindly for a future that can't be seen
I gotta let life unfold naturally
But why do you stay at the top and I remain beneath rocks
When I'm the one always f*cking holding you up from being crushed
But I guess this is the cost of love the golden rule from above
But damn does the outcome suck I just wish for once
I was the one that had some f*ckin luck
So it's about time for me to leave and flip the script cause I'm switching scenes
So give me your two cents but realize I really don't give a shit
I may be here but I'm really never ever listenin
So at this point opening your mouth will just cause tension

You can go ahead and keep lookin for something new
But nothings ever gonna come to you there's no way your wish is f*ckin comin true
So accept the bad news that your eventually gonna have to lose
Tryin to walk through your life wearin my worn through shoes
Only if you had some common sense you woulda realized the difference
Between me today and Me in 07
But that's where you can't comprehend the leaps and bounds that have happened
Making me a better man than I was way back when
I was skippin beats just to cheat mixing up my wants in needs
Cause I only lived to try to please
But now I have lost all of that f*ckin conceit
And am attempting to achieve a completely different philosophy
So hopefully you are finally f*ckin watching me
Cause I don't want you to miss a moment of my accomplishments
They're gonna be the evidence that rids my mind of guiltiness
One day this blood will dry
But I'll never forget who was holding that f*ckin knife
Looking in the mirror I can see the scars on my back
So better believe the next time I will see your f*ckin attack
And round one was definitely yours and round two saw even scores
So its time to see what round three has in store
So you better lock your doors
Cause this time I'm coming full bore
And leaving a legacy that'll become folk lore

Here is my chance to break the tie to prove to you I was the f*ckin guy
But I don't think it's worth my time to wrong this right
I'd rather site all my reasons behind my choice to make life such a strife
It was a pointless fight trying so damn hard to keep both of us alive
Not that I built anger or feel you became a damn stranger
It's more about the true nature behind the man in the mirror
When you looked at me you coudn't see the very things
Hidden so deep at depths so low you needed a bloody submarine
But I was able to sort through them and the more of that that I did
The more I began to give in to this hellish predicament
Especially when I once again realized I couldn't win
With the way I was f*ckin livin so of course I begin to skid
As I slammed on the brakes hopin to end all my f*ckin mistakes
But this is just one of those pains I can never ever shake
So I guess I'll be happy I get to live another day
And let my problems begin to fade away
As I try my best to maybe finally f*ckin change
But I believe the phrase is actions speak louder than words
So instead of a f*ck you I'll just flip the f*ckin bird
So take a mental picture then you'll know why I'll never miss ya
Because this life just became another f*ckin solo mission