Life
The heaviness
It's like the ER weight in room
Remember this
There's hope in the gloom
China buying land and farms in the USA
While U.S.A. is playing war with China
Raising stakes that lead to war
How you spell hypocrisy without the
E to A to R to T to H
Going to the grocery store and leave with rage
Coast of living so high that even the doctors making minimum wage
20 years old and he got the worries of a man in middle ages
We slow to use the technology but quicker to lower slave wages
Can't afford to die and can't afford to live
Waiting for day when the doc no longer prescribes it for the attics
When pain No longer comes in tablets
From the apples or the phones or hidden drones
Is real taking homes while singing genocidal songs
And elected officials just send them missiles
The US government is taking rights from the woman
Putting us in UEA where laws like that be common
Mom and dad are giving birth to surprises
Gotta take home manuals just to raise em
Cause LGBT hypnotize us
Causing ripples as future generations just despise us
Using cash to change the sex how that don't constitute a prostitute
What ever happen to whatever you do in yo bedroom leave that out the classroom
Now our kids are taking that to school with bulletproof vests
While politician pushing laws that push us to the Wild Wild West
This is getting old as the human brain use a Paul walker
Life is moving Fast and Furious
The President is making sense
Like George when curious
Got more bombs than dangerous astroid alarms
Homer at the nuclear plant pushing buttons
Find the weirdest thing and make it a norm
Our future cousins marry cousins other people marry pets
We convict a person before court and send 'em to the chair
Letting social media decide whose carrier died
And no one's Noah as we cancel culture
Tears jus drown us cause the world is full of vultures
I really want to know what's coming after us
Is Mothman, is it Big Foot, is it terrorism
As my mind escapes to the Planet of the Apes
She takes advantage of her husband while he suffers in the Middle East
When he comes back home
He don't mistreat her or beat her or leave her
He just takes her in
Can see there's a beauty in the beast
But no beast in the beauty
Why do men treat they women like it's a call of duty
Call us everything bad while they push us to the ways
Malcolm Martin Mandela they turning in they graves
While Hell is freezing over and the powers that hope it stays
The same
Cause Africa is waking up
Say they names
Put us in the front they'll stone us
While they segregate Hip-Hop like it is negative
Then turn around and give the Rock to the people
With the negative and positive
Like Rap can't be both
What is art
I guess they treat it like a vote
Always in the booth and beefing with the result
CNN don't talk about like East vs West Coast
Rip to Pac and BIG
But Trump and Biden taking shots
January 6 was just people being competitive
My hands are on my head and rubbing
And chin is to my chest
My eyes are open but I can't see nothing
Just my situation I am facing you but really never facing you
I fix my face so they don't catch on to my sadness feeling worse when I leave a clue
Yet feeling like I'm see-through
Constantly repeating in my mind
Nobody understands
Where's the vaccine for the pain in arteries
And this regret in the veins
Secretly I want to spill it
Got a heavy heart and feeling hopeless
Don't want to tell nobody so I keep it to myself
And show a smile
Spending so much of my time alone and all these conversations in my head they seems so Loud
Looking for the options
I kept it on the inside
When leaning to the suicide
No no
If your holding pills or holding pain with suicidal thoughts
And you're feeling numb
Speaking about it never makes you dumb
And we are never def
Don't take yo life today is not the time of your death
Nobody knows what tomorrow holds
When good days seem uncommon
That's when goods times are coming
So keep going
Keep going