Joe B - I Didn't Know Lyrics

I didn't know, I didn't know
I didn't know, I didn't know
750 everyday it was habitual
Guess this was my escape

I was a functional drunk
Drinking liquor once I woke up
On work breaks I'd have liquid lunch
If I popped a bottle I'll drink till it's done
Family events
No body else drinking
I'm thee only one
Drunk by myself I was just having fun
Couldn't tell me nothing
Was reckless and young
Most nights end up blacking out
Don't remember the drive how I ended up home
Who gave me a shower put my PJs on
A shot in the morning now hangovers gone
I didn't know when to stop
I didn't know that I had a problem
I didn't know what to call it
I didn't know
I was the family alcoholic

I didn't know, I didn't know
I didn't know, I didn't know
750 everyday it was habitual
Guess this was my escape from the physical
I didn't know, I didn't know
I didn't know, I didn't know
That life would be this difficult
I didn't know
My mother wouldn't see 60 years old
I didn't know

When I drink before I smoke
That block work hit like Za
The weed out weighs the liquor
It happens every time
My world it started spinning
The feeling was sublime
Addicted to this feeling
A different state of mind
Thinking if I throw up I'll be fine
Telling god I'll never drink again
Knowing damn well I'm lying
Thinking if I throw up I'll be fine
Telling god I'll never drink again
I was the family alcoholic

I didn't know, I didn't know
I didn't know, I didn't know
750 everyday it was habitual
Guess this was my escape from the physical
I didn't know, I didn't know
I didn't know, I didn't know
That life would be this difficult
I didn't know
My mother wouldn't see 60 years old
I didn't know