Joe Sung-Rae - Happyboy Lyrics

I don't know if I'll be the same again
Can't go back to days where we just played pretend
I don't know if I want to be the

I'm trying to vent with music only
At least you'll get something out of it
I could come out to the public
But my parents ain't all about it
Living through Kevin and Tyler
If I don't speak, does that make me a liar?
The fire's dead: smoke keep coming up
I don't know if you know where I am coming from
Don't have a fake, so I can't get a handle of
Some things
I can't get a handle on
Suffering
On nothing
You've got your hands into enough things

I need to be Kryptic with lyrics
But somebody took it
All a rookie mistake
Parents came naught for Liberty's sake
A choice is all that it takes
If you don't hesitate
Stop
Don't chase it
Don't you dare be complacent
Starting out in your basement
Hit head against pavement
Thoughts just cave in

I don't know if I'll be the same again
Can't go back to days where we just played pretend
I don't know if I want to be the
Same

Moments are passing by
What if I stay awake?
Lapses in judging die
What if I strayed away
From my point of view
From my origin
From my hopes and my dreams
I've been ignoring since
I made it this far
So why say negative shit?
If you think that I could help it
Would I be saying this
Or playing this bit?
Campaigning an image of me

I don't know if I'll be the same again
Can't go back to days where we just played pretend
I don't know if I want to be the

Happyboy in heaven
Happyboy take credit
Happiness is right around the corner
Happyboy can't get it
Happyboy gon' smile right through the pain
Right through the refrain
Happiness is temporary
Happyboy don't give a shit
Happyboy is perfectly aware that life's a f*cking bitch
Happyboy gon' smile for his mother
Despite what's lying under
The feelings that you cover
Cause when you really love her
That's all it takes

I don't know if I'll be the same again
Can't go back to days where we just played pretend
I don't know if I want to be the

Will I ever put my friends at ease?