So i say i'm through
Putting up with this stupid shit i do
It's a wondrous hypocrisy
A glorious depravity
But still i close my eyes and lie to you
It begins like this
A sensation to appease my beating chest
To perpetuate the malady
Enlivening the tragedy
Declining me to find my peace and rest
It's not your fault this time
It's all i know in my mind
It leads me on
A nighttime to replace my every dawn
Repeating all my history
Of silence into misery
Stumbling over every vow i've sung
Till i get too much
And depend on every words like it's a crutch
A propensity for unbelief
Inclinations for a sweet release
Absent of a feeling or a touch
It's not your fault this time
It's all i know in my mind
Lord, save me from myself