It's so hard I miss you
Never thought I'd be too far to kiss you
Or come visit you
For lunch while you're in school
But I had some issues, I didn't deal with them right
Now I can't lay your heads on their pillows at night
And it's killing me like
I took too many pills in one night
But I got the will in the fight
And I'm never giving up rights
Cause you're my kids, so I'm gonna make sure that you're living alright
I made some mistakes, it created distance
I'm way too far away Kaden listen
The way that I love you and your sister
Is never gonna change, your dad is itching
To get back to you, I have intention
To get my own place to have you kids in
I'm so mad I did this
Mad at myself
But your dad needed help
Cause I had to fix this
I had a bad addiction
Tried to cope with it on my own
But I was broken and all alone
Calling for hope with no dial tone
But I was searching for the wrong love
And by the time this song's done
I want you two to feel my love