FREAK Video (MV)

She can do better than me
My brain is like a record on repeat
No idea when I'll land on my feet
I'm like a f*cking broken CD
When will things get better I don't know
I don't like myself and I'm alone
I'm like a body filled with broken bones
Trapped inside a glass house throwing stones
But how can you love me when I'm a freak
I wanna push you away
Coz I'm so afraid
I feel on fire
My mind's in hell
I have what I desire
I didn't stumble I fell
I see a psychiatrist every week
I'm always so much fun but feel bleak
But that doesn't stop me feeling weak
To love and feel loved is what I seek
I always seem to land right on my feet
Even when I'm down I act elite
I'd love to feel accepted that'd be neat
But my anxiety is like a record on repeat
But how can you love me when I'm a freak
I wanna push you away
Coz I'm so afraid
I feel on fire
My mind's in hell
I have what I desire
I didn't stumble I fell
I fight the demons
I change the season
Make peace with reason
And don't stop till it's beaten
I fight my demons
I change the season
Make peace with reason
And don't stop till it's beaten
But how can you love me when I'm a freak
I wanna push you away
Coz I'm so afraid
I feel on fire
My mind's in hell
I have what I desire
I didn't stumble I fell