I thought I was goin' crazy, you know?
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And like, I realized that I wasn't the one that was crazy
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I realized that it's the system that was built against me, you know?
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And like, I'm not supposed to be talkin' about this
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And that's the corruption of it, because like me just sayin' it is absurd
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And I want people to open up their eyes and realize that I'm not wrong, you know?
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I-I'm, I'm just a open-minded individual and people should be more open-minded
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If, if we tryna build up our lives to have material things
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And those don't satisfy our needs, what are we livin' for?
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Yeah, right
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Come on
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(Alright)
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This one is for you, oh-oh
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This one is for you, oh (it's for you, for you, for you)
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This one is for you, oh-oh
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This one is for you, oh (it's for you, for you, for you) (it's alright)
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Steezy told me, "Get 'em," so I got 'em (got 'em)
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Now my nigga gone, he will never be forgotten (never)
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Ever since he left I just been strugglin' without him (uh-huh)
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'Cause I remember linkin' after school and we'd be plottin' (plottin')
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Talk about our problems and what we'd do about 'em (yeah)
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Journalin' and jottin', we ain't know the world was watchin' (facts)
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We was just two kids tryna make it out the bottom (uh-huh)
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Now I'm rich and rotten, every day I think about him
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It's survivor's guilt, wishin' I coulda stopped him
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Let alone just know how he feel
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Lyrically couldn't top him, he was the nigga with the belt (uh-huh)
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Yeah, and that's real rap
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I couldn't do this shit without him and that's just fact
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You see, if you ain't know Steelo then you really don't know me though (no)
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And that's how I separate all the real from fake people (yeah)
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All the real from fake fans (uh-huh)
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Who claimin' that they stans (uh-huh)
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But they ain't know my mans until the very end (no)
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Wish he was still here, I swear it feels weird
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How people could accuse me for his death
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Sometimes I gotta shed a real tear (yeah)
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You see the truth about Steelo, he lacked the mental health (he did)
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But tried to tell that to people way back in 2012 (I can't)
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But now that it's a mainstream topic
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I'm guessin' I can finally open up and talk about it
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So, yeah, let's talk about it (yeah)
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Come into my mind I'll show you what the darkest cloud is
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You ready? I doubt it
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But let's go, you see Steelo was my bigger bro (uh-huh)
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At a point in time spiritually we was in the same boat, but
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I wanted to take it slow
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He wanted to take it as fast and deep as he could go, pause
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Yeah we had some problems but we're brothers though, sure
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Then I caught a little wave and headed back to shore
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And that's when he started drownin' and he had no one around him
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So partially I feel it's my fault (ayy)
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And that right there is my internal war (uh-huh)
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The reason why I gotta feel these external flaws
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The reason why I can't heal this eternal loss
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The reason why I gotta feel this survivor's remorse
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And here's a message to his fam
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I know y'all got emotional trauma that I understand
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But I couldn't f*ck with, y'all try to tell the world I wasn't who I am
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When all I ever tried to do was lend a hand (that wasn't cool)
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And give the fans the thing that they demand the most
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King Capital, the f*ckin' GOAT, word
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I'm just tryna get my nigga heard
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Get him what he deserve
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This one is for you, oh-oh
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This one is for you, oh (it's for you, for you, for you)
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This one is for you, oh-oh
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This one is for you, oh (it's for you, for you, for you) (it's alright)
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Yeah
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And R.I.P. my cousin Junior B (R.I.P.)
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Y'all ain't know too much about him so it's up to me (it's up to me)
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To share his legacy with the world
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It kills me to think he'll never meet my baby girl (shh)
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And when I lost Jun' that hurt me in the worst way (worst way)
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He even died two days before his birthday (his birthday)
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Damn, it brings tears to my eyes
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My nigga really never made it up to twenty-five (damn)
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That's why I'm thankin' God every time I open my eyes (uh-huh)
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At the fact that we alive and we feelin' these vibes (vibes)
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'Cause we be fillin' these voids, part of me got destroyed (facts)
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When I lost my boys it's like I lost my voice (uh-huh)
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It took me all of this time just to put it in song (songs)
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Because I'm still dealin' with the fact my niggas is gone (yup)
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Write they names up on a cloud 'cause that's where they belong (uh-huh)
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As long as I live on, they'll forever be known
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This one for you
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This one for, yeah
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This one is for you, oh-oh
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This one is for you, oh (it's for you, for you, for you)
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(Yo, you'll forever me known, this one for you)
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This one is for you, oh-oh
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This one is for you, oh (it's for you, for you, for you)
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This one is for you, oh-oh
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This one is for you, oh (it's for you, for you, for you)
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Ayy, I'm off the
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I'm off the Deleon neat, Deleonest
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So I'ma make this quick, you know
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Pastor black lip back on that shit
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True story, look, so I'm in New York for my first time
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One of my first times and I'm, I'm playin' my, my
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One of my first albums for the big homie
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And he got these kids in there, they just on skateboards
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I'm like yo that's super cool, this guy got the kids out here
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You know, keepin' the kids off of the streets, right?
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So, fast forward a year later
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I go back to New York and then I meet this kid
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He's like, "Yeah man, I don't know if you remember me
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But me and my homies, the Pro Era"
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Crazy, I was like, "Oh yeah? What's your name?" He say, "Capital Steez"
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I said, "Okay, for sure"
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Fast forward, my boy Doe, called me, "Doe Burger"
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That nigga called me and say, "Yo, you heard these kids, the Pro Era? Joey Bada$$?"
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I'm like, "Yeah yeah, I met the kid Capital Steez, they crazy"
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Fast forward another year, so I'm on tour with Joey
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We been 47 ever since, man, we got that shit tatted on us, man, for life, man
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Tryna show the move, man, you know?
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Everything come back around full circle, you know what I mean?
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