Jogger - Comedown (feat. John Connor) Lyrics

I've been dreaming, hoping I don't come down
Cuz everything I love has already run out
I've been breathing, floating, thinking somehow
That I could find a way until the sundown
Yeah, yeah
Until the Sundown
Yeah
Don't think I can breathe without checking my phone for a notification
Yeah
They been looking so happy like everyone be on the road to vacation
Aye
But I know they look for acceptance with every post they been faking
And they gon' be mad when I say this
But now the only reason anybody's on the internet
Is so they can make each other jealous now for the hell of it
And ain't nobody clicking on the like without a benefit
Your fake insomnia aboutta fake another sedative
Like goddamn
Wonder who I can trust
Fake shit on Snapchat, just abusing the love
I wonder who my real friends be
If deep inside they feel empty
So I grab another MD, look at my phone, I'm checking stories from the best week
Wonder if I threw it on the ground then I'd be set free
Hands behind my back, i hope the Internet arrest me
But it's looking at me like I'm never doing nothing right
Like I've been at this 5 years, you would think that I'd make something tight
But I'll save it for another night
Lil burnt out Jogger, might as well go to the f*ckin light
I've been dreaming, hoping I don't come down
Cuz everything I love has already run out
I've been breathing, floating, thinking somehow
That I could find a way until the sundown
Yeah, yeah
Until the Sundown
Yeah
Media foreshadowing my demise, don't you act so surprised, aw yeah
Look at me, you might go blind
Future too bright, I pretend I don't mind
Let me find another catfish
Everybody tryna tell me they knew I was that kid
I wasn't a bad kid
But they always kept tabs on me
Tabs on me like I'm boutta drop acid
I was getting f*cking D's in every class so they decided I should pop another pill to go relax
But I just never gave a f*ck if I was failing or I passed
They still threw that ADHD shit up on my ass
Ever since day 1, they been tryna label me
Make me die slow, instead of f*cking saving me
I ain't got a category, hinder what I'm made to be
And I can't say a word unless they agree
Yeah
F*ck all this freedom of speech, they just wanna control your beliefs
Yeah, yeah
I got the keys
Road to the riches, I ran off the street
Yeah
So pour another up, for humanity
And pour a third for insanity
They tryna disguise all our blessings, the truth, im undressing, they taking our vanity
I've been dreaming, hoping I don't come down
Cuz everything I love has already run out
I've been breathing, floating, thinking somehow
That I could find a way until the sundown
Yeah, yeah
Until the Sundown