Jogger - First World Problems Lyrics

Yeah, feel like obsessing with pretentiousness ahead of ego
While they follow my shadow, and go wherever he go
Scanning patterns, like they'd even know the shit that we know
Focus on my dinero like I was in Casino
Yeah, a star born, in raw form
Can open up the pages you fought for, the wrong war
Can't say how long I've waited on that single call for
Flip a brick, yeah I get it, get it, we all poor
Yeah, and what's my girl doing?
Well technically she ain't my girl, but still I heard Cupid
I walk with arrows in my chest, until my urn ruined
A living heart attack, I guess I gotta burn through it
But it's oh... it's okay, right? I still have a chance?
I feel like I would benefit a little bit to advance
Just a little kid, up in the middlemen, just don't get rid of him
I think I just need closure, give me one more dance, I need that
Unconditional love, from someone of above
Yeah, you got a man, I'm like f*ck love, to cover up
The empty pages, and spaces, you left up in my heart
I gotta see this shit end, to know where I can start
But every time my phone light up and I can see your name
I can't stop thinking bout how imma never be the same
It's like the shit up in my stomach boutta rearrange
I shoulda locked you down before, it's only me to blame
But imma keep all my promises, in my pocket
I always come through, I should fly away in my rocket
So maybe I could find a peace of mind that I could be behind
And let you live your life, and redesign, the part of me behind
It's prolly for the best, I'm working on my honesty
I swore to god I'll be the biggest, so I gotta be
But it's a struggle, they don't know what's going into this
They sit behind the picket fence, no shit I don't want different friends
After this shit, nothing's gonna be the same
Why everybody looking so see through?
Yeah, and goddamn, I miss the old me, too
I got that difficulty talking 'bout my feelings, so I'm writing em
So no one else can judge me when they staring, wishing I was them
Yeah, and f*ck, I wanna drop out
Because this shit ain't really working, what if I stop now?
I got 2 years of this shit under my belt, like that
I know if I decide to quit, I'll prolly run right back
And get a... big diploma, fake a smile on graduation
Pretend I'm really happy, but that smile is slowly fading
I'm blessed to have the opportunity that I was taking
But I'm running out of patience, f*ck it, I can barely take it
And I don't care if no one hear this or relates to me
I did this for myself, so I can show what I was made to be
My preconceptions be the best of my worst
Some days I can't define the line between a blessing and curse, damn
So let me take a little time to myself
I'm so confused, I can't decide if I'm well
The one I love is busy with another person
Got no money I've been earning, like I'm driving in hell but it's...
Okay, cuz these are first world problems
I got no reason to bitch, unless the third world got em
I'm just in a really shitty situation in my life
I don't know what the f*ck to do, but I know it'll be alright
But this shit taking forever, I'm like what's the reason?
I'm learning shit that don't apply while I've been f*cking bleeding
And when I'm looking out the window I see nothing scenic
I see kids carrying books that they ain't f*cking reading
Yeah, on the bright side, I'm out my comfort zone
But people hit me up, when I just wanna be a-f*cking-lone
I'm sorry, this shit ain't getting me where I want to go
I think I'm going crazy, but there ain't no way I'm coming home
There ain't no way I'm coming home