Johko - My Doctor Lyrics

When you're thinking out loud all the time
And you swear you're not talking to yourself
You tell yourself you're not insane
But you have to tell yourself every day
Don't tell me that I've always been this way
It's not okay that I'm a little hazed
But it's okay to live life in a daze
As long as you can keep yourself awake

My doctor says
It's bitterness
That locks me down
She calls me up
And checks me in
And calms me down

Oh she's always changing my mind

And every time I try to search my soul
I find that I'm not proud of who I am
And I think to myself at least I can be humble
But it's no use to keep it all inside
'Cause what's the point in making so much sense
When the grass is always greener on the fence
And even my dreams are so empty so please don't tell me
That you can make things right again

My doctor says
It's bitterness
That locks me down
She calls me up
And checks me in
And calms me down

Oh she's always changing my mind
Oh she's always changing my mind

I am getting stitched into my bed
Well that's okay 'cause I'm already dead
Cockroaches are melting in my brain
I'm so glad I've finally gone insane

My doctor says
It's bitterness
That locks me down
She calls me up
And checks me in
And calms me down

Oh she's always changing my mind
Oh she's always changing my mind