John K - shadows Lyrics

There's a place, it's a place
I'm ashamed I've been before
Hitting bottom, digging more
And all I found is I'm lost right now

I'm starting to believe I'm my worst enemy
And all the good things will end eventually
It's always a fight when you step into the light
The brighter it hits me, the more I see these

Shadows are always a part of me
Hiding in places they'll always be
I'll never know, I'll never know if I'll be
Able to love what lives inside me

Every day is a dance
With the devil on my shoulder
Take a step back and two forward
Giving up so hard when you're so far gone

I'm starting to believe I'm my worst enemy
And all the good things will end eventually
It's always a fight in the middle of the night
Between all these voices inside of my mind, yeah

Shadows are always a part of me
Hiding in places they'll always be
I'll never know, I'll never know if I'll be
Able to love what lives inside me

Shadows, the dark things that I don't show
Hate that they haunt me when I'm alone
I'll never know, I'll never know
If I'll be able to love, when I know that these
Shadows are always a part of me
Hiding in places they'll always be
I'll never know, I'll never know if I'll be
Able to love what lives inside me, yeah

I'll never know, I'll never know if I'll be
Able to love what lives inside me