Johnny Vacation - Honey Lyrics

I have been woken by the day
A trail of ants upon my windowsill
Coming to pick me up
And carry me away
Back to the dirt, where I belong
But
I don't really want to
Honey
I don't wanna go
It's not where I really feel at home
Don't get me wrong, now
Honey
I don't wanna die
Just don't wanna be here anymore
I have begun to blow away
A pile of ash beneath the mantlepiece
I would give anything
Just to see your face
Or to know that you've become a pile of bones
But
I don't really want to
Honey
I don't wanna know
It's not what I'd want to be exposed to
Don't get me wrong, now
Honey
I don't wanna lie
Just trying to keep myself from dying
But
I don't really want to
Honey
I don't wanna go
It's not where I really feel at home
Don't get me wrong, now
Honey
I don't wanna die
Just don't wanna be here anymore