Rotting Video (MV)

I genuinely been hurting lately
Shit been rough I'm out of touch
For what it means to be tough
You ever craved death
Every bone in my body stay dense
My muscles stay tense
That's anxiety and depression
I really hope this just a lesson
Please please god help me I need guidance
I need to be relieved of this pain
Show me how to pave my own lane out of this dirt
This hurt that I feel
I know this world ain't real but this pain
This pain is as real as anything could ever be
I need to make it stop please
I don't coherent thoughts
But do you understand me do I deserve this
I need to know now
I demand it I cant stand it's hard my knees are weak
I haven't had sleep I've forgotten to eat
I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away
This bed is my tomb and my soul restless
I wouldn't mind being on deaths guest list
I'm indecisive but consider this mp3 my RSVP
They say life is priceless
But every artist knows death mean a lot
At times I envy the lifeless
All the respect and accolades not okay for lames
To speak on your name
But they sure will but you won't hear not a peep nor a spill
To keep it clear is it really that deep
Maybe I just need to sleep it off
When I'm around folk its energy I exhaust and at what cost
I wish I could snap the thought away but
I wish I could snap the thought away but
(I wish I could snap the thought away but)
I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away
I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away
Yes I'm rotting away